Y'know what sucks?

Being better at expressing myself on here, than in ‘real life’.

Sure, I have friends who I meet up with and we chat and laugh and have a good time etc. But I don’t talk about the same things with them. I feel I’m drifting away from some people in my life and that worries me. Even worse, I know it’s my fault that I’m drifting away but I can’t seem to stop it. 

I’m terrible at keeping relationships together. I think it’s because I need my alone time. I get agitated when I’m around people too much and I time with my own thoughts to relax and unwind.

Does anyone else feel like this? Sometimes I worry that I have more meaningful, interesting and valuable connections with people on Tumblr than I do in the real world. 

Tell me I’m not the only one?

I have so much to say IRL but I feel like I come across as a bland boring loser. I can express myself so much better by writing rather than talking.